Life can throw you for a loop!

Wow I have been really busy lately.  Nate and I are making some major life decisions right now and although we are not ready to share the details, I can tell you I am working through some major stress.  I have been resting alot in hopes the stress doesn't affect the babies!  What I can say is we have decided to put our house on the market this week.  Where we go after that is still up in the air but we know if I want to work less or not at all when the babies come we need to do something different.  So this past week has been spent getting the house ready as well as the outside ready for selling.  Nate spent 3 days last weekend re mulching the garden areas and we have been decluttering the house and I am exhausted and we still are not done.  We hope to finish up today with cleaning the basement which I am so not looking forward to! I am really having a hard time thinking of selling this house.  I LOVE this house but I need to remember it is just a building!  It is not worth staying here for me to work 40 plus hours a week and miss seeing my children!  Plus add in the cost of daycare for 2, I would be working so someone else could spend time with my kids and that upsets me so I need to get over the house thing.  Trying to everything together and being pregnant with twins is a whole new experience!  I am hoping we can wrap everything up and move before the babies are born because I think it would be a lot harder to move with 2 newborns.  Plus I want to be settled somewhere to get the nursery ready and nest.  Now that I will be 13 weeks tomorrow I am now looking towards when the babies are actually here!  I just hope everything falls into place and it all works out.