I am going crazy!

Besides the crazy nausea going on and the extreme exhaustion another symptom has made it's way into my would in the past week.  Ridiculous mood swings.  I find my self crying and making a big deal over the dumbest things.  I know even when I wasn't pregnant I was an emotional person but this is crazy.  I get so frustrated with the smallest things and that isn't good in my line of work.  I work with the public and usually I can just brush off over all stupidity but lately I have had to control my very short fuse.  A woman was walking to slow going into the grocery store and usually I get a little annoyed but today I wanted to yell at her and tell her there are other people in this world besides her.  Nate has seen the extreme of it!  I surprised he hasn't moved out until these babies come out.  I hate feeling like I am in a bad mood all the time.  I know  I am trying not to complain because I am just so grateful that I am pregnant but it is getting hard especially when you walk around wanting to hit people for being dumb!  Anyway, I don't get another look at the sweet peas for a week and a half!  That seem so long! But after that is a real OB appointment!!  I get to graduate from my RE!!!

2cd Ultrasound

I had my second ultrasound this morning.  It went really well both babies are right at 7 weeks which I just hit today!  Their heartbeats are still really strong!  No blood in the uterus which makes me happy, but beg the question where is the spotting coming from!  Dr. Hill told me as long as it is not in the uterus then don't worry.  He is letting me stop the progesterone shots and switch to vaginal suppositories (yuck!).  He wants to see me back in 2 weeks for another ultrasound.  2 Weeks seems so long!!!!  It is amazing how much they have grown in just 5 days!  He also told me to make an appointment with my OB!  I am almost a fertility clinic graduate!  I actually went online and put some maternity clothes in a shopping bag.  I haven't purchased them yet because I am still nervous.  Although Dr. Hill is not worried at all.  I going to need the stuff soon because over the weekend I defiantly am sporting a little bump.  Dr. hill said he expected that and I will need to switch to maternity clothes before I am out of my 1st trimester with twins!  We have very fun memorial day plans that include a pontoon boat with my cousin and her family so I will need some swim wear by then.  Also this week is National Infertility Awareness Week!  I pray for all the woman that are doing some kind of treatment that they all get a BFP!!!

Big sigh of relief that turned into the best day ever!!!

I am Having TWINS!!!!!  They are both healthy and measuring perfectly for 6 weeks.  Baby A's heartbeat is 160 per min and Baby B is 151 per min!!!  They think the cramping was just me over doing it so I have to relax today.  I am just so thankful that I got good news today!  Nate and I prayed all night that everything would be ok!  We are both elated with the news!  I can't believe it!  I have never had a good ultrasound!  Bad things always happen at my ultrasounds until today!  I have a good feeling about the twins!!

Twins!!!

Tomorrow we will have some answers!

I called Dr. Hill because I was going on almost 3 hrs of straight cramping.  He said that he thinks everything is ok but he wants me to come in tomorrow for on ultrasound to be on the safe side.  I really hope we see one or two perfect heartbeats and they are on tract for development.  I did consider just going to the ER tonight but Nate said I really should talk to Dr. Hill first since he knows best.  He also said to stay off my feet for the next 24 hours because sometimes cramping like this is a sign I might be over doing it.  So I have been off my feet for a while and the cramping is starting to get better.  I am really praying everything looks good tomorrow.  I am excited to see how many but I more concerned with making sure everything is ok so the excitement has taken a backseat.  So hopefully we will have some answers tomorrow and I hope they are great answers.

A little nervous!

Tonight I got home from work and used the restroom.  I had a little speck of blood.  Then a few minutes later I started to have cramps.  They are not so bad that I am doubled over but they defiantly hurt.  I have had cramps now for about an hour and a half.  I am really scared right now.  I never has cramps for this long!  I hope everything is ok!!

Waiting Again

I still have a week until my ultrasound!  This is taking FOEVER!  Everyday that goes by I feel more and more pregnant which is good.  Nausea seems to be getting worse everyday.  I also have had some issues with (TMI alert) gas pains.  Sometimes they scare me because I think it is my uterus cramping so bad but then I realize it is gas pains.  I also bought preggie pops for motherhood maternity and I have mixed reviews on them.  Sometimes they work for a little bit and sometimes I suck on them one after another and there is no relief.  So I am still not sure how I feel about them.  The girls hurt off and on and it sometimes I need a sports bra to help contain the pain.  I feel like I have already passed my other pregnancies because I am having a lot more pregnancy symptoms.  I don't remember how many weeks the other pregnancies got to.  I don't think they made it to 6 weeks in my tubes.  SO thats all the news for now.

Last Beta!

My number was 8649!  I am really excited but I am also a little frustrated.  I waited all day for the call and my phone never rang because I get horrible cell service at my house but normally I can take a call in one place in my kitchen.  Well today I couldn't even get the phone to ring so there was a message on my phone.  They just said to stay on the progesterone and estrace and come in for an ultrasound on the 26th.  I called them back and left them a message to call my landline and left the number.   They call my old landline which should have been taken out of my chart.  Thank god I still get email messages for the next few days until the line is fully cancelled.  They left a message with my HCG number which was good but I wanted to see why they were doing the ultrasound at 7 weeks instead of 6.  Also when I would start lowering my progesterone dose.  I also need reassurance that the number looks good.  So although today didn't go as planned I am still happy for good news.  I knew it had to be going up since last night I actually had to sleep with a sports bra on because the girls hurt.  In al my other pregnancies they never hurt so I am assuming I never made it this far.  We always found they were ectopic at around 6 weeks and who knows how long the hcg wasn't going up.  Anyway, I feel like the 26th is soooo far away!  I just want to know how many and that they look ok!