Mind Games

For a few days now I have been feeling like this didn't work.  Maybe because I went against what everyone said and did a home pregnancy test on day 6dp2dr and 7dp2dr.  Obviously they were negative and after reading a lot of blogs I see that it was defiantly to early.  Yesterday I didn't take a HPT and for most of the day I felt very pregnant.  My nose smells everything!  I remember that happening on my last pregnancies.  I defiantly got nauseous after smelling things.  However nauseousness can be a side effect of progesterone in oil.  I am not sure if heightened sense of smell is.  Then last night I had about 6 big cramps.  They were very painful which of course scared me. Last night I had 2 dreams that I got 2 positive pregnancy tests.  This past week has been the hardest week ever in my life.  I have no idea if this worked or not and this waiting is killing me.  I wouldn't be as stress if we had been able to freeze some eggs because it is a lot cheaper to do a frozen embryo transfer, but that didn't happen.  If this didn't work we are going to have to figure out how to pay for another cycle.  I am not ready to let IVF go yet.